I Said No.
Somebody asked for my number this weekend. And I said no. In the past, I would have given it, even against my better judgment, because I wouldn’t have wanted to hurt their feelings or because I would have been so flattered to be wanted. Especially when it was someone I was also attracted to. But…
On Health and Wellness
Sometimes I wonder why it took me so long to realize that unresolved trauma and disconnection from self were affecting every facet of my health. This bumpy road to self-discovery began in 2013. I moved to California and immediately started working at an incredibly toxic organization. The hours were long and the work grueling and…
#Thatbackfired
That thing where you know your parents are both dying of degenerative diseases so you intentionally plan your wedding date for Mother’s Day/your father’s birthday so you’ll always have something happy to celebrate around that time even after they’re gone… and then you and your spouse separate right before the first Mother’s Day after your…
Worry
When a relationship fails, I think that often one of the most profound fears we have is that we’re unlovable. That our flaws are too great. That we are somehow not deserving of love because we have them. Or that the love we’ve lost or left, however imperfect, was the best we will ever have…
Thyme After Thyme
I wish I could say this was the only purchase I’ve bungled. There have been several. Outfitting a new home is not an easy process. Doing so when overwhelmed and anxious is even more of a challenge. I started with the goal of being intentional in my purchases. After all, this was a chance to…
Farewell, My Friend.
I’d like nothing more than to call and see how you’re doing. To ask to video chat and see your face. To make sure you’re well fed and getting lots of walks and even more love. But I waived that right when I left. And I know if I call and say I miss you,…
Today I’m Tired
Today I’m tired. Tired of being strong. Of staying positive. Of focusing on the future. I’ve spent the past two months charging towards uncertainty. I’ve uprooted my life. I’ve left my husband. I’ve said goodbye to my dog. I’ve left behind almost all of my belongings. I’ve said goodbye to friends. I’ve lost friends over…
Exhaustion
They never tell you just how taxing the process is of separating your life from someone. Having never gone through a serious breakup, I found myself ill-prepared for the mental anguish, physical tiredness, and emotional exhaustion I faced (and am facing), as I navigate this journey. Figuring out where to go, and when. What to…
Hello, New World.
Today I stumbled upon my wedding dress in the dark recesses of my closet. I was at my old home, purging and packing, preparing for my upcoming move. To be honest, I had forgotten my dress was in there. I had forgotten how I felt when I wore it. I had forgotten how he looked…
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